This might sound utterly ridiculous but I swear there is a turtle-like quality about me.....
Let me explain.....
There are times and places in my life when I feel like I am truly being myself.....Outgoing, Energetic, Fun, Crazy
Then there are times when I feel like I'm hidden....like I have pulled myself into a shell and refuse to come out....I am then shy, quiet, and introverted....
It's odd because people seem to get two completely different views of me....... Some see the real me....Some only see the Turtle in me......
I believe in a way they both describe me and who I am, but I am just failing to find the power to control the two......I want to be......me....not a turtle.....I don't want to be locked away in a shell. I have worked so hard the last few years to rip away at the shell the society had created for me, and although I have accomplished much in that process, it is not completed yet. For the turtle inside me can still find pieces to crawl into and become hidden.......
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