It happens every Tuesday:
I leave lecture and go right to work so my boss can go to lunch.
While I do this all of my friends go and eat their food.
When it is finally time for me to go fill my stomach,I am left with no one to sit with.
Now I know that this shouldn't bother me, but it does!
Not quite sure why. I just feel like I am being judged and evaluated by all of those in the lunchroom.
I guess this is just a sign that my confidence in myself, although better than it once was, is still not up to what it could be.
Or it could simply mean that I am not one of those people that can sit alone at lunch.
1 comment:
I always feel like people are looking at me when I sit alone in the cafe too, but I try to tell myself that I shouldn't care about what people think of me. But I still feel better when I have someone to eat with!
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