Picture Perfect.....Ya not so much!

So I was at a dance this weekend, and thrilled to be around all my friends. Yet some of those very friends were the cause of my Winter Formal Fluster. We went out to the lobby to take pictures and all of a sudden I was handed 2 or 3 cameras and heard my so called FRIENDS say "oh Jen's taking the picture!"

What!!!!!!

I was the photographer!

I was going to be on the outside of the camera instead of inside the comfort of the picture!

I kept all of my feelings in until each of the cameras had gotten their shot. I then ran to my boyfriend's arms and let it all out.

I couldn't believe they would do that to me.

I guess this was one of the many moments in life that you question the quality of some your friends. I came to the conclusion that I wasn't as close to them as I originally thought and hoped. It stinks that the conclusion had to punch me in the face.

*Picture found at http://imagecache2.allposters.com/images/pic/MCG/S1058~Camera-Posters.jpg

Trying to brush it off....But the disappointment follows me!

Why does this world have to be filled with disappointment?

Why is it that you can tell yourself that it's OK and it doesn't
matter, but somehow you get crushed anyway?

Why does there always have to be someone out there that is better than you?

I guess, the only true way to go about answering that question is that without competition; there would be no fun in the world.

And If there were 2 winners then that would defeat the purpose. There has to be a loser.

And yes, it is true, there are people in this world that are better than you. The point of life is to use that to better yourself. and keep in mind, someone is out there, saying that very thing, referring to you!